jY - Nostalgia

Stepping back into D2SR1 after my last lesson with Mr Ali (Civics/GP Tutor), overwhelmed me wif feelings so unbearable it just made me want to cry. The nostalgia... the memories of the 1st 3 months we had together... the feelings of knowing that i'm no longer a permanant "member" of this class anymore, but merely just a "visitor" from time to time. Seemingly unwanted by the school, from the way they put it, that they "already did us a very big favour by letting us back into RJ arts"...

Warning.... this is going to a rather sad sad sad sad blog post. Read it at your own risk. Lots of feelings and thoughts will be "voiced" out here...

It all began with Orientation during the first week of school, when we actually all met each other for the very first time. At first i thought, wow this class is like, how weird, with drunkards like Tim and Zul, greedy pple like Nina and myself who eat alot and dont get fat, somebody who can just "squeeze" her face and make herself red, like Dione, and things like that. I can still remember our 1st meeting with Mr Reeves as well. All of us were actually so entertained by him, and could just feel that he was going to make a great Civics tutor, which is SOO true even up till now. He sure had difficulty pronouncing most of our names, mine especially.

Quite memorably, i can still remember who was the first person i got aquainted with. That's Rich. "What a nice and cute guy", i tot to myself, and i was right. It turned out that over the past 3 months, i came to treat him as my best friend. Not sure, or rather, i doubt it's a mutual thing, but thats not the point. The point is that i felt that we were very close friends in those past 3 months, and could actually share anything and everything with him. Unfortunately, well, i guess thats all in the past. Obviously there'll be far less interaction between us from now on, and thats just something inevitable that we all have to face... sadly. Rich is like, the sweetest guy i've ever known (hope i'm not sounding gay or anything), BUT ITS TRUE!! I'm sure all of you would agree with me 200%. He writes cards for us, helps us out whenever possible, and is just generally extremely nice. Nicer than me even. And i tot i was the nicest person ever... haha... ego ego... Anyway, thanks for being almost always there for me Rich... you're one friend i'll never forget for the rest of my life, cos a name like yours is kinda hard to forget anyways. heh...

Next there's Nina. Another person whom i'm gotten realli close to at the later part of the 3 months, after she came to know of a certain someting *nudge nudge*. I just love the way Nina reacts to everything. She never fails to make me smile or laugh on those thats that i was PMSing. However hard i try to just ignore everybody and well, be moody, she'll somehow manage to make me burst out in laughter or a smile, which just makes me continue smiling and being happier for the rest of the day. She seems to be a female replica of Rich in some sense. Hah... both of them are, in my opinion, my closest friends in 13A... Nina, for one, never seems to get angry at me no matter how much i seem to be bullying her, like when i put the icy-cold metal bottle at her neck. She'll just go something like, "JUYUAN!!! STOP IT I TELL YOU!!!", in a somewhat hilarious exclamation, not even considered a scream. And she'll just start smiling or laughing. Thats Nina. She always seems to be smiling and screaming in laughter most of the time. Then again, i'm usually the one who cause her to scream or smile in some form of horror or another. Nina... stay smiley kae? The class is lively and always active mainly becos of your constant activity and noise. Dont let that die =]

Then there is THE Bridget. The star of our class, and hence, our blog address. Everybody just loves her. Loves to say "SH-T" alot tho. Quite crude! Heh, but hilarious nonetheless. She never fails to cause the class to burst into uncontrollable fits of laughter with her lame jokes and funny (facial) reactions to questions or statements said/directed to her. Her blur looks are like, the epitomy of comedy. Remember the "Tyranosaurus Rex" thing that she said? Not forgetting the "Vindow Viperz". She doesnt need to MAKE people laugh. People just laugh. She never fails to just lighten up my days, just like she did today when i met her in the holding room for the Council Interview today. Stay funny! =P

Timothy... heh... seemingly in the same boat as me. He most probably misses the class as much as i do, if not, MORE than i do. He seems to be quite an emotional guy to me, and empathic as well. Altho, well, probably werent considered close in the 3 months, but he too, is one of those who adds life and laughter to 13A. If i'm not wrong, he was the one who decided to lock Miss Lui out of class for our very first Maths Tutorial! Quite hilarious i must say... BUT MEAN!! EVIL!! Haha. Fun nonetheless.

Also there is Dione, the one who pokes pple wif a sharp, fencing, thingie, wadever it's called. Smiles alot most of the time as well. I dun recall seeing anyday on which she was sad/angry or anything of that sort. Right? Hmm, i'm probably the only one who goes on PMSes in class, but tts besides the point. Anyway, DIONE!! YOU have strong arms! I still remember our arm-wrestling match. My biceps hurt like hell when i got home. You are one really strong girl. Heh. And i also remember you offering to help me crayy my MahhJong set to Mark's house for our senior-junior class party thingie... A pity i wont be able to join such parties wif u all again, or rather, it just wouldnt feel right if i were to go, even if i was welcomed. Buts tts besides the point again. Dammit! I'm digressing so much. Okok... Dione, great girl, funny, strong, quite intimidating, sweet, helpful, still intimidating. Ok.

Hazmi!! Another great guy in 13A. Had a realli nice 20++mmin talk with him after school todae. I just wanted to drop my SR1 to see the place, and there he was, earphones on, listening to his music and doing his homework, not even noticing that i was in the class, so i decided not to disturb him... and leave, but the sound of the shutting door made him look up, and then, we just chatted about so many things, like the posting system... how the class felt without the 3 of us around.... that lack of "life"... the lack of "noise".... the feeling of something(s) missing from the class that made the class what it had been for the 1st 3 months... and... well, how sad most people were/are... I almost wanted to cry on the spot... burst out in tears... but i just controlled myself the best i could. Hazmi's just an extremely thoughtful guy... who loves to exclaim "OMAH!" for no particular reasons most of the time. Definitely will miss his jokes...

And Faith! Heh, you speak realli softly. My dear, beloved Chinese classmate. haha. Fellow loser who has to take Chinese. hurhur. Well... sorri that now you have one less person in your Chinese class... Didnt realli get to know you tho, right? Then again, i realli regret not getting to know many other 13Aians on a closer level, such as those that i have not mentioned. It doesnt mean that I dont feel that you've caused any changes in my life, because, truth be told, all of you are simply great people that have changed/influenced my life in so many ways possible. Take for example Jun Sheng, Yan Zhen, Nash, Jessie, and Man Yan, whom, when i chatted with online, were so encouraging and always saying supportive things to make me feel better about my appeal back into RJC. It is thanks to pple like them that gives pple the hope for things to turn out for the better. (And not forgetting the fact that JunSheng is sucha super duper fast reader, and actually read finish this entire post within, i think, 1 minute after i told him to read it).

Then there's Velda too! I kinda got jealous that she was getting close to RICH!!! (Hey! No Snatching!!!) LoL. Velda is like, one of the sweetest girl i noe, in terms of looks basically. heh. Her whininess is her trademark. Its not the kind that irritates people, but instead, the kind that make pple laugh, and well, recognise her, cos we we can recognise that "HeEeeeEy~~" of hers anywhere. Not forgetting Izzy, Shang, and Sook Zhen as well, whom i didnt quite get to know very well during the time that we were together. So sorry. Guess there are still chances, just, far less. ShuTing too, our beloved Treasurer, always so well organized and also, seemingly happy all the time. Quite surprising that she's in ODAC, honestly, and takes part in such huge activities. heh. It shows pple not to judge a book by its cover. She's small on the outside (no offence), and big on the inside, in turns of attitude, strengths, and vigour!

Last but not least, our dear CT reps, Debra and Zul! Debra has been a great CT rep, decisive, firm, and extremely funny as well. Always great at keeping the class in order (to the extent which we could actually be controlled). I'll definitely feel weird in 03B without Debra's strong voice around me, screaming, shouting, and laughing nonestop. She laughing is just soo contagious, i'll miss it so much. Zul... hmmm, i'm still in e same class as him, AND I HOPE HE WONT CHANGE TO HISTORY!!! I would realli like to have at least one 13Aian with me in 03B... otherwise... being back in RJ wouldnt mean a single thing to me anymore...


Just 1 day has passed, being forced to be away from 13A, and i already miss the class so much i feel like a piece of my flesh (or heart) has been torn apart from me thrown into an endless abyss of pain and sheer depression. I just feel like i would and could do anything just to go back to 13A, possibly even killing myself so that i could be a ghost and just hang around 13A forever. Heh... just kidding... but i wouldnt mind tho. However, considering the opportunity cost, and the vast amounts of externalities i would be causing... maybe i shouldnt.


Then theres also the Senior Junior class party, as well as the Humanitez party which we all had together... It is such good times that form such good memories that will stay with us forever, even tho it is practically a FACT that we will not be in the same class anymore, such memories are there to stay... and always will...


And here comes a question... would u all like me to continue posting in our class blog... or rather, your class blog? Perhaps i should just give the admin status to someone else already... kinda like, "passing the torch", so to speak... And... well, anything such as going to watch plays as a class, movies, and gathering of those sorts... be sure to still let us know ok...? I for one, would be more than happy to join all of you... and i think i speak for both Tim and Zul as well...


Ok... well... time to end of this long... somewhat depressing post....

Love all of you lots and lots and lots! But it is already almost a solid fact that, we're kinda parting ways.. sorta... After 3 months... we've all grown attached to each other... and... i noe its hard for everybody... but tts just something we all have to adapt to... and... be contented that at least we're all still in RJ...

Like pple like to say... "things always happen for a reason..."
That shall be my motivation for life from now on... at least, until i find a new quotation or wadever that is called.

P.S. On a slightly more happy note, or perhaps not-so-happy cos i'm getting old...
MY BDAE IS COMING!!! =X
*nudge nudge*
(Rich i still wan my pink/purple bdae card!!! haha)

moved - zul

hey dudes and dudettes. ive moved! jus in case juyuan hasnt updated the links yet, im now at http://www.shibbyeh.blogspot.com

jy - why i SHOULDNT have done any essay

well, postings are out... 3 of ur dear classmates here are posted to places which we hope we werent posted to... haha...

myself included of course...

well, take care guys! hope to still see u all... on thursday hopefully, if e appeal results are out by tml late afternoon... if not then... its on monday hopefully....

faith - why my econs essay is still undone.

Patron Saint of Procastination

Anyway - all the best to everyone for tomorrow. I'm not very good at saying meaningful things, or in fact, things at all. But. Um.

<33 and an awkward hug.

I cannot make up my mind about O2. On one hand there is Nash in a bathrobe. On the other hand there are painfully draggy introductions to people I will probably end up daoing and setting my alarm to times that I am not prepared to wake up at.

jY - Dirtied Ears

For unremembered lads that not again
Will turn to me at midnight with a cry...

(Insert McConnel's moaning here)
*uRrrGhhHh....*


eEeEW eEeEEwW EeEeEEEEEEEEEEEEEEW!

That sound still lingers in my ears...

whee~

Hullo kids... eek just feeling very blah since O2 is only 2 days away and vleeda nina nash and me are all hyperventilating. please come down okay... if not you'll make us very sad.

Ack... today first day of term two but feel very blah. dunno why... just icky. blah blah blah. its one of those days where school seems more sian than usual. oh ya. and like it was totally made worse by all those pple who made fun of nash today... i mean like wth. he had to do it, no choice, and he like had the guts to do it and jie1 shou4 the effects. i dun think anyone else can handle it as well unless it were nash. so go nash! we're behind you :) relac im sure things will turn out just fine. SO STOP MAKING FUN OF HIM eeek eek.

OMG watched LOTR so cool. eeek. i love gandalf. old smelly foogey but really cool sword and nice rod. eeek. "you shall not pass!!!" *boom* wah damn cool. but he died muahahaha. i love LOTR... watched fellowship 34 times le. yes... im crazy eeek.

Ack din get to see skinned ferret!! so sorry cant share your trauma manyan!! doh. but can make wierd noises with you too haha :) eeek omg this is so bloody blah i dunno wad im typing. ack. eek. woohoo.

Moral of the story is COME DOWN FOR O2 YOU COWS!! EEEK cos if not i'll break down and cry waaaaaah. eek okok im done. jy satisfied now??!! haha i posted so ok gotta go le... eeek

Reeeeeeeeeeech
Moocow! moocow moocow moocow moocow

jY - Wondering

I was just wondering....

Are my posts in this blog actually entertaining and fun to read,
or are they lacking in the sheer sophistication that ALL THE OTHER POSTS SEEM TO HAVE (ie: good vocab etc etc etc etc) and thus, irritate pple to the extent that they dont even bother to read my posts?

AHHH THE HORROR!!!!

Anywayz, what on earth is wrong with Diaryland?!
I feel like dying when i dont get to read Bridget's blog. Its like, the funniest blog on Earth, mine being 2nd. Hurhur.

Ego Ego.

Ok i'm feeling crazy this morning, so i shall just shut up =]

OH YA!! Those of you with blogs, but have yet to tell me the address of your PERSONAL blogs, DO SO NOW!!! Or i'll dig it out of you by hook or by crook.

Ok, shutting up =D

OH WAIT! Another thing! Dont you just LUUURRRVVV the new colours in our blog, i mean, its so....so.... light now. NICE! Kinda gothic tho. BUT NICE! hurhur. Actually i wanted to make the wings totally black, but that would have been too morbid now wouldnt it?

OkOK... time to realli shut my trap =X

jY - Animal Skinning...

Oh man... talking about Claud wanting to skin pple... i accidentally chanced upon this website, which is against animal killing/skinning to get their fur...

They have this video showing how pple in China skin animals like Foxes, Ferrets, and Rabbits even as the animals are alive... Apparently they do this everyday, as long as there is the demand for such furs. People actually do this killing/skinning for a living. How ironic.

Warning... it's gruesome... it's bloody... it's very very disturbing... but it's significant as it allows us to see how heartless those people are...

http://hk.geocities.com/blood1213/fur.html

If i see ANYBODY in 13A wearing anything made of ANIMAL FUR, i'm going to murder that person!!!!

jY - Admin Anyone?

hurhur. should i give everybody Admin status?

or should i just be the sole controller of our template (however disgusting and ugly it currently is!)

oh ya, i'm getting rid of the song!! apparently our angels dun like embedded music. heh. i read their archives, and claud said something about SKINNING WHOEVER PUTS EMBEDDED MUSIC INTO THEIR BLOG!!!

So yup, to encourage her to view our blog, and to not skin me, i shall remove the music~

*applause*

jY - Utterly Uncreative

Hmmm, slight alliteration for my post title there. HAH.

But thats so not the point.

Anyway, yupz, sorry guys, in case u all have been waiting for my creative, fresh, new, delicious, yummy, fun-filled gossipy blog posts in our class blog, well, there wont be any today either. hurhur.

I'm just not in e mood to type anything interesting. But in case you're wondering:

"WHY!? Why isnt Juyuan blogging anymore FUN and EXCITING entries!? Oh NO!!!!"

well, just drop by my personal blog, and u might just find e ans, provided u have excellent interpretation and inferring skills =]

If not, HAH, too bad! I'm like, hyperventilating now, feeling all PMSish (no offence to the girls) and crappy, and most importantly...

feeling down
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>->O <-- supposed to be a dead guy lying down

finally slow pokpok

heyo...haha. ive been too lazy to accept this blogger invitation since...since...since the start of the first 3 mths tgt. N now, tis the end of the first 3 mths. sigh...its so fast! i jus hope tt our class will cont to be the same...mayb a few new ppl...n im crossing my fingers tt they're nice peepz:) and mayb a few eye candy? haha. 'noti nina!' o well....its the hols till the start of the new term where we'll not b havin hunnymoon animore n be loaded with lotsa essays (n those who owe Mrs P their ASSays...u betta hand it in!)we're in the midst of o2 plannin now n its realli gonna b damn fun! so all u peepz plannin to erm...'have an extended hol'...pls dun. at least cum fer us? fer all the hard wrk we've put in...kk? haha. its gonna b fun. promise! till den:) luv u guys!

jY - Blog Quote

Just quoting a post that ShouJie posted in their class's blog. I find it to be something realli worth thinking about, and something realli worth reading of course. And i'm gonna quote it in my own blog too! haha.

shoojee: More nonsense
The sunday times page 10 has managed to capture some of the most ironic anti-homosexuality views of the week.

'But family life educator Koh Su Yin said: "By having the parties, we are sending the message to young people that such a lifestyle is okay...We would not want young people to attracted to the gay lifestyle as it undermines the basic family value of committed love, the importance of marriage and the stability of a family that constitutes mother- and father-love."'

Agreeing, Ms Linda Kwek...said: "Homosexuals, like anyone else, have a right to whatever lifestyle they fancy. But if this right becomes a potential threat to family values, then I would rather live in a country that is labelled strait-laced than one plagued by Aids and heartbreaks.'

"We don't need such parties on our doorstep. Call me selfish, but they can happen elsewhere."

'In a week that has seen a man kill his wife and children (as yet unproven, but since dear Balaji can hypothesise--), then commit suicide himself due to (again as yet unproven...but you get the point) money problems and pressure, you can hardly say anything about the "stability" of a dual parent family with a mom and dad. Doubly ironic when you consider that on page 3 of the same ST, a family in Sydney nearly met the same end--parents, heterosexual parents, managed to nearly murder their daughters, aged 6 and 7, by frying sleeping pills into a purple goo and feeding them the mixture. This is the stability, then. The stability and presence of mind that will drive Singaporeans with "family values" to kill their own children and spouse.

You have no right to label homosexuals, I have no right to do that, and no one does unless you know of concrete evidence that homosexuality is linked to rough parenthood and broken families. I speak of families involving two homosexual parents and their children, not families that throw their children out because they are gay, perpetuating the idea that homosexuality, not intolerance, is the sledgehammer that breaks families.

Of course, given the enlightened modern creative innovative industrious printing-pressed Singaporean, the comment by Ms Kwek needs no excuses. Managing to contradict herself in the same breath, she insists that she believes in freedom, and tells the free people to take their act elsewhere. Why not, since homosexuality is by nature an act, a charade to make the rest of us prick-in-holes (or prickholes for short) feel really doubtful about our morality.

FAITH.IT'S FAITH BEING HI-TECH.HELLO.

Hello everyone, obligatory First Post.

1/ PORN!
yes.

2/ Boogeyman! Boogeyman is good! OK... the first and the last parts are really dumb, but the middle makes your $$$ worth it, nearly peed in my seat.

3/ Cheer up Nash! :] Ehh Spongebob Squarepants is coming out!!!!!
!!!

4/ js! I will laugh when I see you in the RJ uniform. Sorry. But I will. I don't have a good reason.

4.5+ can we kill the codec? please? :\ Hehhh sorry it clogs up my connection and screws with whatever song I'm playing, imagine! Five for Fighting vs. Junior Senior showdown on my speakers. Horrific. Anyway. Thanks Ju Yuan for a) the blog b) reinviting me!!! :]

Excitement, Llamas and David Hasselfhoff,
Faith.

jY - Pathetic Police People

Oh lookie! Alliteration in my post title! Showing emphasis on what i'm trying to say. haha. sorri, my mind is still crammed full of Literature stuff from rushing thru my Dickens PC essay last nite. I was typing it, beginning at 8pm, and only ending at 12am, reason being that i was chatting at e same time, and blasting music (HIP Hop RULEZ) in my room.

Anyway, back to point, which is a more detailed account of what Dione has mentioned before, regarding 2 probably very (and likely) retarded police people persons.

Yesterday, school ended for me at 12noon, becos my Chn teacher had to send her son to NS, and she didnt wan to teach. ANYWAY, so Debra, Dione, and myself decided to catch the 1pm show of Hitch (which is a great movie btw. There will be a review on it in my blog... soon. i think) at J8. We went for lunch at Food Junction at ard 12.30pm, and as usual, and as like ANY other SANE human being would do, we placed our bags (of books, no valuables (duhz) ) at a table that we found, and went to get our food. As usual, i bought something filling (Beef Noodle), and headed back to the table.

Upon reaching, i was quite shocked to see 2 malay adults, a male and a female, standing over our table, and speaking to Dione and Debra, who had packets of fruits in their hands. haha. but thats besides e point. Anyway, Dione was standing up, and looking very shocked and puzzled. Both adults had some sort of a name-tag-card thingie pinned onto their jacket/shirt, and when i put my food on the table, the man pointed at my green Diesel bag and asked,

"Is this your bag?"

I responded, too, puzzled, "Er... ya?"

"Can i have your EZ-Link card pls?"

I was like, speechless and lost for words. Did i steal something? Was my bag some stolen bag or something? Did i rob a bank? Or did it look as tho my big bulky bag was hiding a terroristic bomb that was ticking away and was heard by somebody, who then reported to a pair of spastic people? OH MY GOD!! I'M A TERRORIST!! SO ARE DEBRA AND DIONE!!!

Yeah right.

Anyway, we were like, confused and shocked, so we just gave those 2 pple our EZ-link cards, and the guy was like, grumbling and grumbling, nagging and nagging, saying crappy stuff like,

"Dont leave your bags lying around like that, what if your things get stolen? Dont blame us if your things get stolen? We've tried to help, so dont blame us."

Dione, Debra and I were like... HUH?! Why the hell would we blame them if anything was stolen? We dont even know who they are! Then, that guy was still grumbling non-sensical things which i didnt bother to notice, and the lady was slightly more polite in e way she asked her questions, but still, her questions was soo degrading and practically INSULTING US!! She went like,

"Are you all from the same school? Sec 5 izit? How come all different uniform one?"

"We're J1"

"How come J1 have this kind of uniform? So weird."

"Cos we havent got our JAE posting yet, so now we're in that 1st 3-month thing."

"Ohhhh."

Wow. How much dumber can she get? She probably has an Iq of like, -1000, and an EQ of like, -10000000000000000000000. Even my grandma knows that there is this 1st 3 month thing in JC lor.

Anyway, after the oh-so-rude-and-insane-rambling-non-sensical-crap finished grumbling and recording down some things on a teeeny tiiinnny piece of paper, he returned us our cards, and left. We were like... "Ok....." and then started laughing. I proposed the theory that these 2 people were imposters, and were actually the ones who wanted to steal things from our bags, but unfortunately, Dione and Debra returned in time, so the two pple pretended to be Security Guards of some-sort, and begun talking rubbishy things to act like the ones in charge, and make US seem like the ones at fault instead. Haha. Quite a feasible theory right? heh.

I ROCK!! How clever of me!!!

Haha, so ya, thruout the whole thing, people were like starring at us lah, as tho we commited some crime or something, and the police were here to catch us and send us to jail, to be locked forever and forever, trapped in endless turmoil of torture from those 2 retards. But after those 2 pple left, and we 3 began laughing like crazy, those KAY-PO pple probably DID think we were crazy, and so, stopped staring. haha.

Yupz, so that ends this strange encounter with strange pathetic police pple yesterday!



Oh ya, i picked up a wallet today at Bishan MRT station, at the platform, on a seat. It was just laying there. And me, being a very nice human being with a conscience, took nothing from the wallet, which had like, a whole lotta MALAYSIAN $1 notes, the malay girl's POSB card, and other crappy stuff which i didnt notice, and then returned the wallet to the Control Station =) I left my name and number with the Control Station pple, and left. A few minutes later, my handphone rang, and a girl said "Hi Juyuan, i gather that u found my wallet around Bishan MRT? I just want to thank you for passing it to the Control Station. My important things like Ic and stuff are still inside. Thank you so much" and she hung up before i could even finish saying "No problem".

Ok!! This shows what a nice guy Juyuan from 1A13A is, for returning a wallet that he found, and hence, helping the girl, saving her the trouble from making police reports, etc etc blah blah blah =]

CHEERS!!!

Time to finally start reading my Econs notes and starting to do my very 1st Econs essay EVER!!!